I am who I am. Take it or leave it.

So when you are a kid you want to be something like a firefighter or a nurse. Then from there you take the needed steps to get to that job. Or others figure it out in college. I'm defs NOT one of those people. If you don't already know this about me people say I'm a little scatter brained, a control freak and a people pleaser. My response to that is everything is clear in my head I just don't know how to explain it to you, my way is probs the best way and I just want everyone to me happy. Now that response is something I have been working at this last year. Not that answer but how to take people's critiques and not just give a mouthy response back but to really think about what they say and look to Christ for how HE wants me to live my life. I mean if you think about it God put people in my life for a reason so I must think about what they say and then look to Christ for the answers.

For those of you who don't know I'm turning 21 in 22 DAYS!! June 25 is my birthday!! Now I tell you this because for some people when they come to the great age of 21 the sort of know what they want to do with there life. That's not my problem. There are just SO MANY things I want to do! Through my time in life and my walk with Christ I know that what he wants from me right now is to live everyday glorifying him in EVERYTHING I do! It doesn't matter if it's working with my junior highers or going to cosmetology school or even moving out of the country! My goal is to live my life following after Christ and his example. Simple and Plan. I fully appreciate people who give there input into my life but at the end of the day I need to come before my heavenly father and for HIS approval, NOT the approval of man.

It's a weird concept and a hard lesson to learn for a people pleaser but it is a good one!

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving."

Colossians 3:23-24